things rolling around in my mind:

i am desperately trying to hang on to the recently regained small hope that my future may have some promise.

the end times, are we in them? and could it be psychological warfare rather than the physical torture we have all (or at least i) thought it would be?

true love, for God, for men.

humility

grace, how do i fully grasp and appreciate it? can i?

acceptance, non-judgemental

prayer