or rather two names really. david asscherick. bam. that man is so being used by God.
he was here for a week long series that ends tomorrow with church. i think it is the first series i have ever attended all the way through and because i actually wanted to. and i am so glad i did. i was totally blessed tonight. things clicked in a new way. maybe i will get into that some time.
i was feeling tired and a bit dejected tonight. i wanted to cry. like multiple times. i'm lonely. and i'm not talking about emotionally lonely, i'm talking deep heart lonely. and sometimes i can't quite put on the brave face. but tonight was a blessing in spite of that. that sermon man, so good. and then a long talk with one of the besties. and now just soaking in the Sabbath with some music, some writing, and my Sabbath candle flickering beside me to set the mood. i love friday nights. they are my favorite and i hate going to bed because that brings an end to my special serenity. but i guess tomorrow will be good too.
happy sabbath. that's a good phrase.
